i do want to go to chelsea!

new york would be marvelous right about now. i can just imagine walking down a wet street by bakeries and deli's and mini marts. snag some lucky's and just drift through the city. maybe i would use an old map of some other town as a guide. maybe it could even rain. hmmmm

well there goes another day....almost. its time once again for a wonderful little thing i've come to know as hell. my weekly meeting with my boss and my mid-level management brothers. oh joy. another hour and a half of my poor life wasted. i sure cant wait to look back on these precious moments someday as i lay dying surrounded by people i actually want to spend more time with. but maybe that is a bit too much of an over statement......kind of.

at least i have good friends and a wonderful girl that i love. at least life isnt a complete nothing right now.

i am once again listening to lastyearsmodel by elvis costello